it kinda sounds like my brain exploded

just to warn anyone reading this, this is going to be a very random post. watched part of the oscars tonight...super excited that crash won best motion picture of the year...i liked that movie lots. i saw red eye for the first time sat. night, super intense and it really made me want to get stilettos. i got to hang out with friends a lot this weekend too which was super cool. saw pride & prejudice in the $ theatre it was beautiful, pretty houses and scenery...very nice indeed. i had a bit of an odd week, my brain was kinda spacey and seemed to want to be in its own world. but i was thinking of past times and being with lots of people and how it is strange yet still makes sense that you can be with a lot of people yet still feel very alone. i know i have experienced it in the past. i have been very unmotivated this past week or two to really do much of anything. which is a very bad thing i need to work very hard to get in gear so that i don't cause mass insanity after spring break. one of my classes got done last thursday and i have another one that after break i only have four more times, final included...i am very excited about that fact but i am not looking forward to our final...art history is generally not very nice to me. i fidget...a lot...i have a very hard time sitting still and in one position for very long. i also keep wanting to put three spaces between each sentence. i really want to live in ames this summer but i have to find a job to be able to and i am scared that i won't find one. i even have a roommate to live with and i am super excited about the chance to live with her because i think it would be a lot of fun and could be really good for both of us. i am very thankful for the fact that i am not graduating yet, i really don't think i could handle that yet so it is good that i have more school left even though i am getting really tired of school in general. i love being here and i love where i live it is just really easy to get burned out on the work. last night me and christy returned some movies and it was all foggy and cool looking out and we had some perfect mood tunes on the radio all soft and mysterious...i really wanted to go visit the cemetery but i could not...it was fun though...i am so excited for the first thunderstorm oh i love thunderstorms. me and my sister used to sit in our living room on the couch with our faces up against the window to see the lightning when we were little and we always got told to move further away...but yes thunderstorms are sweet. and it's break!!!!!!!!!!! for me anyway...i have no classes on fridays, which is basically FANTASTIC and last week was my last thursday night class :) so today i got done with class at 12:20:) and both of my hips just popped...*sigh* no classes til the 20th. oh what a feeling...