Gone for the day to the Trolly Wood

the school year is fast approaching...i move into the dorms on sunday. this summer seems to have gone by faster than normal. it seems like i was just moving my stuff from my dorm room into my apartment with katie and now she is married and i have moved twice. i have very mixed feelings about this fall. i am really excited and really nervous at the same time. in the bible study i did this summer called "believing God" with beth moore she talked about believing God for something even if it turns out to not be exactly what He had planned is better than to live in your "safety zone" i have a feeling that this school year is going to push me more than ever before to be completely relying on God and to step out of my comfort zone. all of my friends that are girls are basically living off campus, so i pretty much have to start from scratch with becoming friends with any of the girls in linden. i'm taking a poetry class this fall and i think you have to read in front of your class, totally not my thing. and for some reason i'm still not quite sure about i am taking a dance class...i don't like dancing. the past couple days satan has been trying to get me to believe a lot of lies dealing with this coming school year. he is wanting me to believe that i am incapable and unworthy of the task that God has in mind for me. i just finished the book captivating and i really liked it. it pointed out some different lies i have been believing but it also really got me thinking on what it means to be feminine by God's standards. the world has some very clear pictures of what it says femininity is but they definitely don't follow what God intended. so there is really a lot of stuff going on in my head at the moment but it will have to wait til morning to be pondered on more deeply. i need to get some sleep...the basement of design will be calling soon enough.