i refuse to run away.

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Sorry...I lied.

I'm not good.
I'm not fine.
I'm lonely.
I'm lonelier than I can ever remember being.

I've spouted off ideals of honesty and authenticity in relationships, but in reality I'm too frightened to follow through.

Afraid of what you'll think of me,
Afraid of being judged and looked down upon.

But also
Afraid of being needy.
Afraid of being high maintenance - too high maintenance for anyone to handle.

I'm afraid of sucking the life out of the few friends that I do have because I can only take and I have nothing to give in return.

But most of all
I'm afraid you'll try to make me feel better.
I'm afraid of hearing the cliche.

I don't want your pity,
I just need your sympathy.
I just want to know that someone cares.

God said:
"It is not good for the man to be alone."

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